this will be the last entry.

i feel really bad. like, i used to be able to write in here without having to, well actually, rarely having to hear commentary on it by someone. but now thats all this is. i always hated the idea of keeping in touch through a diary. and it seems more and more like this is the only way people i care about will know whats happening in my life. i hate that. but more so i hate how its come to that.

i feel like i'm losing a friend in this diary. like a friend who i could rant to when ever i was frustrated but wouldnt offer any advice, knowledge or understanding, just a listening ear. i liked how when i would wright about a problem the diary wouldnt offer itself an answer. it was always me.

if i ever do write in herr again it'll have to be private. sorry, but its been a pretty good run while it lasted.

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