"Some of us are really born to die" from Marilyn Manson's, "Valentine's Day"
i must be sleeping...
i'm not strong enough.
2006-09-21
3:39 p.m.

i thought about the stuff Andrew said to me last night and decided i should talk to Candice about it. she didnt want to talk but i sort of forced her into it. i told her that i might have cancer. i dunno if i do yet. but i have a lump growing on my inner left thigh. so i think its cancer. i had an infected hair folical once and it was sort of the same thing only it was very warm to the touch and this bump isnt and i dont have any signs of a bacterial infection. so they said this to me and i was like okay, well... waht is it? and they werent sure so they took a blood test last week.

i dont want to die and leave Candice.

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College student. Male. 22 years old. Single.

"This time I'll get it right.
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I rule and stuff. - 2006-10-14
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i'm going to Wayne's, i'll write about that when i get back. - 2006-10-02


I remember falling
I remember marching
Like a one man army
Through the blaze
I remember coughing
I believe in something
I don't wanna remember falling
For their lies