I've always wanted Candice to come running after me. she never will. I'll never be first in her heart, not the way i wanted, needed. its okay. i'm going to ask the girl from blockbuster out. its probably a little soon. but last time it wasnt soon enough. i regreted that a lot. it took me away from a few people for various reasons. anyway, wish me luck.

here's to living for something (to be read as SOMEONE) else. a new reason for staying around.

i appoligized to Andrew. and told him the truth behind those words. still, i wish i didnt hang out that night and live in ignorence of my situation, for at least a little longer.

i believe in life.

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