"Some of us are really born to die" from Marilyn Manson's, "Valentine's Day"
i must be sleeping...
not as tired as i had originally thought.
2006-10-08
11:19 p.m.

eh... i'm happy, but sort of bummed about last night. like, i call someone and suggest we hang out at Mels after work right? and they say, "okay maybe if i'm not too tired." and thats cool, i understand, getting off hella late and driving to Vacaville isnt really the best thing to do. so i wait and wait. call when i get off, no answer. call again at 12:30 and no answer. total suck. thats all i can say about that. i called again today... and guess what? no answer! lol. its cool though, i leave messages and the message on the phone is "i either cant hear the phone or i'm not getting a signal" so its not really all that big of a deal. and with things being as good as they are i really cant feel bad over something like this.

i'm hopefull for wednesday still though.

today rocked. it was awsome. i get up and Jacob came over. i gave him some of the star wars stuff i have laying around. gave him a DS gunner and an open Grevious. i'm really glad he was able to stop by today. he was on his way to Roseville to see his Cousins daughter. first birthday i believe. anyway, about an hour maybe less Wayne came over and the three of us headed down to Rockville Hills Park. it was pretty intense. We walked around for like a solid hour, almost got lost but we found our way. Ended up going half way around the park, saw the Puta Canal or whatever and the new houses. umm.. passed the purple flower picknic area... and Jacob headed down by himself cuz he wanted to get to Roseville around 4. Wayne and i headed to the "big" lake, and he taught me how to skip stones over water. its pretty cool. we burried a fish... you know typical guy stuff. after that we went to Long John Silvers cuz i was sort of craving some deepfried fish. you know how it is. i got this big ass 6.99 plate. lots of food i was surprised i was able to finish it all. well not really, we did walk for a long ass time and i didnt eat anything cept for a cliff bar before. so i shouldnt be too fat tomorrow. umm... after that we went to the movie theater and decided, well i sort of decided, that we'd see "Fearless." but we had to kill like an hour first. so we went to Bestbuy and i got the new Deadsy CD, which is pretty good, and i also got the new Taking Back Sunday CD. which i'm listening to right now. its okay i guess. i dunno, i'm listening to it on the computer and it has sucky speakers, so its probably better, i just cant tell right now. After bestbuy wayne and I went to Hot Topic. I just gotta say this, an additional 50% off on clearence stuff. i got 2 shirts for less than 10 bucks! awsome huh? i got the Kurt Cobain shirt, the one where he's got the halo deal and the other one is a Killer's Hot Fuss shirt. both are pretty "boss" i guess. i think i'll get the early november T and the new As I Lay Dying T next, just to keep current, you know. oh, and a new belt and belt buckle. that'd be fetch? i dunno. anyway, after that we saw the movie. I have to say wasnt a bad movie at all. just artsy enough to be a Chinese hero-esque movie but with enough action and story to be good.

we went back to my house and then to Raley's. that was pretty cool cuz Madison was there and we chatted it up for a little bit. Kaylen was there too and we talked and she made fun of me... like she always does but its okay cuz i make fun of her too. we have lots of fun. only wish Jason was there. umm... i think we played some Through the Deserrt then. and watched some Ventura Brothers. Wayne kicked my ass like i knew he would.

i want to call someone right now. but i dunno, i'm afraid they wont answer.

i'm talking to Madison online. its cool. i kind of want to go on a drive right now.

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Like a one man army
Through the blaze
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I believe in something
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