man, i havent really written anything of substance in here in awhile. so here it is.

this past week i've gone on two dates with two different girls. one from work and this other girl... from somewhere else, i'll keep it a mystery for now.

the girl from work is pretty cute. she's really sweet and nice not a hint of bitch around her, so it was kind of easy asking her out. she's a good girl, its just the more she told me about herself the less i wanted to really be committed to her, you know? like she's got family problems and she's the only one in her family to graduate high school and go to college. i dunno, its a lot of hassel right now. we might do something tomorrow, i'll have to hunt her down at Raley's if she's working and if i really want to do that.

the other girl, man, she's gorgeous. i actually liked her before i went out with Candice, but things didnt really work out back then. its like a second chance... oh fuck, hold on a second. i'm reminded of the DEADSY song, "Razor Love"
"And I know that someone feels the same way too, yeah

I'm thinking that I'll never see the end of you, yeah

I don't know what the future holds
No, I don't know what's in store
Well, all I want is another chance
To use life for what it's for

'Cause I know things that no one knows and who needs anymore
And I'll go places nobody goes
I'll walk free through clamouring doors

All I want is another chance to use life for what it's for"

so, its like a second life really. i dunno about her either though. she's not good at returning telephone calls. its like going out with me, as we all know i'm king of not returning phone calls. but she's really easy on the eyes if you know what i mean, and she's really sweet too. she has a good sense of humor, its not like a laugh riot of course, but its that cute kind of humor. very attractive kind... anyway, she's actually 2 years older than me. i hope its not a problem for her, because its not for me. we might hang out tomorrow too. LOL. after she gets off work i mean. we went to BJ's tonight and it was pretty fun. i made her laugh a lot. so i think it went fairly well. no kiss at the end, but i was pretty close to doing it. we did hug though. so yeah, thats something. oh, she likes war movies. how cool is that? you have no idea how long its been since i've seen "We were Soldiers" or "Saving Private Ryan." oh, the waiter at BJ's was awsome too. he left us a note on the bill. i gave him a pretty good tip, like 50%. it wasnt a very big bill, only 20, but that guy was really great.

so there it is. i thought i wouldnt be able to get over the Candice, but i guess i really wouldnt know unless i tried or rather did get over her. thats changed a lot of other things. i'm going to ask out the girl from blockbuster too. i'm not really "playing" i guess, its more like sampling the field before the harvest. like, i know the girl from work would want to go out with me, and she wouldnt really take too much work to really "woo" but she's got all these issues related to her but dont really effect her. and this other girl, the one i had dinner with, she's attractive, funny, hard working, but she's a bit of a flake and she wont really have time for me, 2 jobs plus baby sitting 6 kids... it seems everyone has their strengths and weaknesses. i feel kind of bad trying to remove myself from this, but i believe that this is the most efficient way to find someone to really care for.

this is pretty funny, only a few weeks after the whole candice thing and here i am able to pick and choose between girls. its crazy.

its a laugh riot.

casheir training starts next week. i'm going to miss my classes on tuesday because of it. that SUCKS. but i guess i have to if i want to get promoted. oh, i'm also working 33 hours next week. thats awsome because its 3 more hours than what that bitch whore is getting. i hate how two faced she is. like, the last time i worked she was working the 4:30-10:30 shift, and she was being a whore earlier that day but when she was about to leave, about an hour before, she starts acting all nice and flirting with everyone. i dont get it.

i'm contemplating selling the starwars stuff. maybe not yet but i think all of the other collections are going to go now. no more magic cards, no more of the other stuff i have collecting dust, no more board games. i think its time for me to reduce the number of games. i have a plan to get rid of all the stuff that wont sell on ebay. i'll just throw them into the Toys for Tots bins during the holiday season. all the unopen stuff i mean. last year i spent 40 dollars and donated the stuff. it felt good, so i plan do to the same this year.

this entry has lost its point. good night everyone.

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