"Some of us are really born to die" from Marilyn Manson's, "Valentine's Day"
i must be sleeping...
I rule and stuff.
2006-10-14
12:21 a.m.

today was pretty uneventful. the girl i really like didnt answer her phone, and i guess i missed Jeniffer at work. so i didnt get to talk to her. oh, i also didnt get to talk to the girl from block buster, she wasnt working. pretty much sucks all around.

i did get to hang out with Madison at Raley's. that was alright i guess, Mercedes, Kaylen and Eric all took their breaks when we got there so we were all able to just BS. i told Madison about last night. she said i should have kissed her when we hugged, but i dunno, the oppertunity didnt present itself as well as it could have. anyway, we played Speed and California speed. both were fun, but i lost every game. we played some black jack and i won that a few times. i think Kevin might be pissed at me for hanging out with Madison. but they arent really together, its confusing, their relationship i mean. after that we sort of walked around Raley's and started talking to Kaylen and Jason. Jason knows about the girl from work. Kaylen told him... its okay that he knows. but i just wish Kaylen would keep that on the down low.

anyway we put Jason's windshield wippers up and turned his side mirriors toward the car. then we called Raley's and said that someone was messing with a green acura out side. sure enough Jason came out. it was prett funny stuff.

i tried to call Sarah (her name! one more facet of the mystery girl revealed!) when i was with Madison, but she didnt answer... again. its crazy, because she wanted to hang out and she wanted to give me her number and she even wants to see me again. but she doesnt want to answer her phone... women. lol. i gotta say the more i think about her the more i fall for her. man, i can still picture her in my mind perfectly. she wore a long sleved pink shirt that had buttons all the way up. buttons on the sleeves and breast pockets (pockets for your breasts...) the pink on the shirt was in stripes with alternating shades, and thay ran vertically. she wore dark blue jeans, the form fitting ones that are oh so fashionable now days. i cant remember what shoes she wore. she had a large silver heart shapped necklace. no rings, and simple earings. thats all i can really remember.

i was talking to Wayne about everything online just a few moments ago. i suppose i was doubting the morality behind my course of action. but there is no commetment, and nothing serious has happend so far. that has reassured me.

if i work with Jennifer tomorrow i'll ask her out to the movies or something. i dont expect Sarah to call back. its funny but if Sarah called me while i was with Jennifer i'd totally ditch her for Sarah. even though Jennifer is a lot more "sure fire." or whatever the term is. thats probably stupid but i dunno, i really like this Sarah girl. a lot. i hope she calls. i hope i can see her again.

i hope Kevin and Madison go out. they would be really good together. i hope Jenifer is working tomorrow.

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I remember falling
I remember marching
Like a one man army
Through the blaze
I remember coughing
I believe in something
I don't wanna remember falling
For their lies