"Some of us are really born to die" from Marilyn Manson's, "Valentine's Day"
i must be sleeping...
I am happier tonight that i have been in a long ass time. i look forward to tomorrow.
2006-10-26
1:28 a.m.

okay okay, i know i said i wouldnt add an entry untill i made that list. whatever, i havent started but i have something i want to save here. it happend today and it goes like this.

i woke up.

called Ewan up and we hung out. we saw "Employee of the Month." it was funny. reminds me of work. so all the funnier. umm... then we went to Raley's and i talked it up with Kevin. that was cool. i got my schedule for next week too. my days off are... sunday and friday. Kaylen wants me to work her friday shift. so... i'll have to trade her one of mine. after that i got hungery and suggested we go to Mel's for some food. Ewan has never been to Mels. so it was his first time. we talked about our "love lives" and how i'm into these 2 different girls right now and how he just broke up with this girl he went out with for like years or something. than we complained about Teresa and how much of a bitch she is. she's a huge bitch by the way, something about me not mentioning our competion and Jason laughing about that fact. who cares!

then we went to Scandia and i wanted to talk to this girl that works there... named Sarah. but she wasnt working so that was sort of a bust. Ewan told me that he likes Madison. Kevin likes Madison. Madison is seeing someone else. its a lot of confusion, and its probably a good thing that i'm not living her life and mine at the same time. so that's all i'll say about that. after Scandia i took Ewan home because i was getting a little bored/tired.

i called up Jared, sort of on a whim actually and we met up at Starbucks. while i was waiting for Jared, Jacob calls me up. so we all meet up and Sean comes too. Jared cant stop talking about Andrew's gayness. it was pretty funny. he was like, "man all those years in high school and all i made fun of him for was playing the violin when i could have been making fun of the fact that he likes cock." Sean was unimpressed with the news. we went to Raley's, which marked my 3rd trip to the store that night, and Kaylen called me over. i guess the girl from blockbuster came through her line a few nights back and she dropped my name in her conversation with her. she told her that i thought she was beautiful and that i had sort of a crush on her. i guess she narrowed it down to me pretty quickly. i was a little pissed that Kaylen did that but at the same time its cool that she did. i'll probably try and talk to her tomorrow.

after about an hour of talking about our various lives and recent history we went to Denny's were the new funny thing to say was brought up. "you can shit in my mouth but dont fart in my face." its like a stab in the back, only a fart to the face. it sort of came about when Jared was telling us how his girlfriend was like "is there something there" and he was like "oh fuck that i'm not falling for that one." and i'm like "she was about to fart on your face, like a total 69 and toot toot. Jacob was laughing about that one for a long time. it was later expanded upon, it works in so many different situations, its great. totally great. i love how hanging out with Jared and co is always fun. and its always like, regardless of long its been i'm like a life time member. i guess thats what begin friends is. i feel that with wayne too. i dont see him every week but when we do hang out its like we werent really ever apart. its that way with Jacob too. i guess i'm really lucky to know people like that.

from the hours of 12:00 to like 1:30ish, i was just BSing with Jacob in front of starbucks. i told Jacob how difficult it has been for me to plan dates with both Jenifer and Sarah because of my work schedule and he gave me some advice. i'll just trade my hours with someone else so i can make something work. Jacob was telling me how it was more normal to go out with more than one person than it would be for me to just go out with one. like its in our human nature to do something like this. it was very intresting because it really made perfect sense.

my plans for tomorrow are as follow: get my hike on at Rockville. i'll be getting up in 6ish hours for that.
talk to Sarah and get another date planned. i really feel strongly for her, so i should really try as hard as i fucking can to make some time for her and for her to make time for me...
go to class.... sleep. whatever it is i do there now i dunno.
go to work and talk to Jenifer. get a date with her planned for next week or somethign. she's really sweet and talking to her just comes so naturally. i dont try to impress her or anything it's a lot more casual. which is nice.
pray that the blockbuster girl is working. talk to her. i guess that'll happen during one of my 2 breaks tomorrow. from what Kaylen said she seems intrested. and at the very very worst it'll just be something to occupy some time.
thats really it. i'll get off work at 11. so i'll probably just go to bed when i get home. i'm off this friday too. so maybe i'll be able to do something with someone than. we'll see.

i cant believe that nigga, i let him meet my mom and brought him home and how does he repay that? he farts on my face. mother fucker threw away a 10 year freindship.

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i day dream way too much. - 2006-11-06
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