"Some of us are really born to die" from Marilyn Manson's, "Valentine's Day"
i must be sleeping...
next week thursday is so far away. i cant wait.
2006-10-27
12:25 a.m.

1. "get my hike on at Rockville. i'll be getting up in 6ish hours for that."

oh my fucking god. i hiked like a mad man. 2 straight hours. i got lost like twice. i hate how there seems to only be 2 or 3 trails on the main map. there really are like 3427852193874592387457834 trails. its fucking crazy.


2. talk to Sarah and get another date planned. i really feel strongly for her, so i should really try as hard as i fucking can to make some time for her and for her to make time for me...

actually did this before the hike because my first class was cancelled... she was sick, like me! but we talked for awhile and i told her i wanted to take her out again and she was like, "that would be nice" and i suggested we got to the Cheese Cake Factory in Sacramento on thursday and then catch a movie after. she's down. only problem is is that i work on thursday... but i really need this so i'm gonna have to take this up the ass and either call in sick or just not show up. it'll just be a slap on the wrist. i mean, really i was their best CC, one of the quickest to be promoted, and favorite to many manager and clerk alike. i'm the golden boy at Raley's and they wont fire me for missing work once. hell they wont fire Micha they aint gonna touch me! i'm ultra excited about Thrusday. after school i went back and bought her a bottle of orange juice and i got one for myself. you have no idea how bad she sounded it was like she had the plauge. i have no right to complain about my sickness. not after hearing that. i hope she feels better.


3. go to class.... sleep. whatever it is i do there now i dunno.

class was fun. i love my philosphy class. its great.


4. go to work and talk to Jenifer. get a date with her planned for next week or somethign. she's really sweet and talking to her just comes so naturally. i dont try to impress her or anything it's a lot more casual. which is nice.

i did talk to Jenifer today. it sucks because she's terribly busy with her dance classes and work schedule. but she still wants to hang out its just finding the time for it thats the problem now. Jason was a big help tonight, he didnt bag for me and when i told him to "bag for Dori" and "bag for Matt!" he would and Jenifer would bag for me so we'd be able to talk a little while she was doing that and in between customers. i told her how my schedule is basically making me only available during the day and mornings and she likes to watch her nephew then, but i suggested we all hang out or do something, nephew included, i think she liked that idea.


pray that the blockbuster girl is working. talk to her. i guess that'll happen during one of my 2 breaks tomorrow. from what Kaylen said she seems intrested. and at the very very worst it'll just be something to occupy some time.

that didnt play out too well. every break i had i used to call people to try and cover my thursday shift or to ask someone to work it for me. so i never left the store... i'll still try and talk to her. i have nothing to really lose.


work today was alright. pretty dead.

tomorrow should be alright. I told Kevin (from TRU) that i was off and that we should hang out or do something with Jared. Jared better not be working at around 9. that would be the suck. i suggested we play the new Marvel Ultimate Alliance game. cuz from what i've played thus far its fucking amazing. oh man... i'm excited just thinking about it. i'll order pizza.

i used to call my brother fart face. lol. "fart face alert"

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