i'm looking forward to work today. i go in at 5. anyway Janet is closing and she's the best. Chris is supposed to be working too. work has all of the ingredients for an excellent day.

school is so uneventful now. its terrible. i need to shave now. it's not fun. i hate shaving.

i met John from the rebelscum forums. he's pretty cool. typical nerd though. we met up at the Vacaville Target and we both scored the Boba Fett Unleashed figures for less than 5 dollars. this was a 25 dollar "statue" so it was totally worth it. i also got the 2 Mace Windu battle packs he was holding for me. i guess Jacob is supposed to be in town on Saturday so i'll have to meet up with him some time and make the exchange.

okay its now 2:13 AM

work was alright. i was disapointed by the fact that Janet was not closing. it was Teresa who is still a whore only tonight she was just crazy and not a bitch. she drove around in one of the handicaped carts or whatever shouting orders. it was funny.

after work Madison, Kevin, Jenifer, Chris and Jason went to the Denny's in Cordilla. it was pretty cool. i gave Jenifer a ride over... i also ended up paying for her. its okay though cuz i made really good money this week. next week should be pretty good too actually. no where near as good as this week but still good. nothing really funny happend at Denny's. it was a good time but i cant think of anything tha really stood out.

on te way back to Raley's i told Jenifer that i liked her and that i wanted or hoped actually that we could go out. it sort of sucked because she's sort of seeing someone right now, but it was still pretty cool because i "maned up" and told her that. its all pretty intresting because i think she looks cute now with her short hair but seeing her picture with long hair... i dunno its not the same, she looks pretty average. and all of the stuff she was talking about prior to me telling her i liked her totally turned me off to her. i think really the only reason i told her that was because i had planned on it the whole day. i hope she pays me back the 12 dollars she owes me. the more i think about her and Sarah the more i see how different they are and what i like about each of them.

like with Jenifer she's really cool to talk to because she's a real person. totally down to earth. but at the same time some of her goals are unrealistic or pretty freaking high. she's not very funny. like at all. but i do enjoy talking to her. i told her that i hoped we could still be friends and i really meant that. one thing that totally freaks me out about Jenifer is how often she talks about her problems and stuff. always makes me feel uncomfortable.

Sarah is just beautiful. she's cute, funny. there is a sort of nevitey to her or maybe its innocense. i'm not sure. she's a really nice person, so maybe thats it. she also has a really amazing smile too. when she talks about her problems i feel more humbled than afraid. she's gone through a lot in her life, and i really respect her for that.

its very different. but as i told Jacob, the whole thing with Jenifer would have been more physical than anything else. oh well. at least now i wont be afraid to bring Sarah into Raley's. before it would have been a total conflict of intrests but now it doesnt matter.

me and Sarah have plans for lunch tomorrow. she's taking me out. how nice huh? i called her up after i dropped Jenifer off because i'm a badass like that. anyway she was sleeping and i woke her up and she sounded really cute all tired. i need to try and sleep for that. so good night.

scratch 1. more incentive to talk to blockbuster girl. actually more reason to.

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