So that church meeting thing was pretty cool. when i got there we sang this hymn which was kinda cool it was about being nice and loving one another. and then we made "foil dinner" which consists of putting food (ground beef, onions, carrots potatoes, etc.) in a piece of foil and then basically throwing the whole thing on to a fire. its pretty good easy stuff. while the "foil dinner" was cooking we had a "lesson" which was about adversity. it was sort of badass because the speaker used all of these examples which could mirror anyones life. its nice to think that everyone faces these things and that no one faces them alone. its comforting.

then we ate and sat around. i talked to this guy who's a writer, he showed me his latest rejection letter. only it wasnt of the usual type. it was like, "we regret not being able to publish this title, however we'd be pleased to look at your other works." so he's basically got a foot in the door for his other titles. he also told me how word count is almost as important as the actual story. i told him about my ideas for short stories and he liked them. it was very intresting talking to him.

i also met a guy named Jimmy who works at Red Robin and goes to solano. he's pretty cool i guess.

then when i think we were "about" to leave i start talking to this guy Matt about computers. he gave me his card. or at the least contact information.

then i left because it was hella late and no one was really leaving. i ended up going to the marina cuz it was really nice out. not really raining more like "misting." it was nice because it wasnt very cold. when i did get home at around 12 Jacob wanted to comeover. we talked about stuff. i told him Sarah was Mormon and he had a big laugh about that. i thought he was mad at me for a little while but he wasnt. so... its cool i guess. things are going pretty well for him with his girlfriend. he's not a playa. which is good.

tuesday... i dont remember anything happening really. just random stuff work. yeah, thats probably it.

wednesday. was cool. worked with the badasses. Ian on UC, Kevin in Produce. Ewan doing his clerk deal. oh, i spilled hella juice all over the place. and Roger had to clean it up. lol. he was so fucking pissed you have no idea.

after work, people wanted to hang out, but i guess that fell through. good thing cuz i was with Sarah. we tried to go to the "looking glass" park or whatever but it was gated and locked. first time its actually been locked. so then we went to that other hill off Dixon hill road and dover. its not as cool but it was alright. after taht we went to the marina... again. it was nice. i told her about how i appreciated and enjoyed her meeting and how she's the first person to really be open about their religion that i've been involved with. she said i could still go to the meetings but they will try and convert me. its their job. oh and me not being mormon is okay with her. we're going to hang out hopefully tomorrow. with the Raley's crew. i'll drop it down a few notches because i know how we do.

umm... i guess thats really it. its now 11:37PM on Thursday the 16th. work was alright. Jeniffer was working. she was looking cute. i'm glad things arent awkward between us.

unfortunetly i dont think Jeniffer will be comming out to Denny's any time soon. Sarah on the other hand... she might. tomorrow. i hope so.

i tried calling her up today but i'm sure she made plans because i told her i was probably going to have to wait with my brother for the PS3's. that didnt happen. he got one of his cool friends to wait with him. so i'm not a retard anymore. oh, today i went to visit Sarah at work, cuz one of my classes were cancelled. anyway we talked for a pretty long time. like an hour. i stayed with her on her lunch break... we talked about movies and how badass Chuck Norris really is. umm... thats really it. i think. oh, Kristen Lamaguzi knows everyone hates her. i feel kind of bad but she's such a bitch.

oh... my mom got into a car accident today too. the Carolla is in pain. might be totaled its at the shop the insurance people might pay to have it repaired. or they might give us money for what its "worth." i hope it gets fixed its a pretty good car. my dad is driving the rental they hooked us up with. its a toyota Matrix. my mom is fine. she's complaining of leg pains but otherwise she's okay.

Sleep is the best.

its my coupon for life, it saves me some time. its my reminder that i can do anything. sleep is like a lover i wont leave. she begs me into her, enticing me with promises of no tomorrows just the present and its warmth and soft skin. i'll lay my head into my pillow as i would lay my lips into the neck of a woman. softly and with the ease of age and youth mixing. it welcomes me. i feel the air rush out of the pillow and i hear her sigh with pleasure. i'll pull the blankets over my tired body and it'll feel like a woman laying her head on my chest arms wraped around me tightly, like a baby and its blanket. i'll feel her warmth all around as i close my eyes for one last kiss. it is a kiss that lasts untill i awake. its the best kiss i've ever had.

i love my sleep.

i'm falling in love with you. i'm sorry. its probably too soon for that, but you're way too hard to not fall for. i'll tell you about her and about myself. dont be mad.

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