were getting 14450 from the insurance company for the Carolla. we paid 16000 for it. so thats an amazing settlement. i love you hartford insurance. i love you.

yesterday was a mixed blessing. i spent a lot of money on DVDs and shirts. i gave my brother his christmas presents early as waiting for them is... ignorant. i got him a movie and a shirt. i got Sarah some stuff too. but looking at it now it seems like its crap. there is one more thing i'd like to get her though. that'll have to wait till next week i guess. i want to get her the new Nicholas Sparks book. she likes his books. she would be the second girl i've gone out with who has read every one of his books, the other girl being Rachelle. I only noticed that as i started writing about which book i wanted to get her.

but anyway, back to yesterday. it was very mixed. Sarah was supposed to hang out with me, but she didnt. and i got very distraught about it. she got called in to work at Scandia. we had planned to do something since last week. and this was our chance and it just feels like it was totally wasted. Jared called me up though, and invited me to see "Tenacious D and the Pick of Destny." it was a funny movie. i asked Sarah if she'd be able to make it and i'm sort of glad she wasnt. she would not have appreciated it. i'm fairly sure of that.

i want to see that new movie with Jim Carrey "23" i think. it looks really good.

today looks to be a pretty shitty day. Sam is probably closing. not that that is bad or anything its just that it isnt Janet or Eric. Kevin gets off at 9 so no one will be in produce to close it. Jason gets off at 7. Maria gets off at 8. i'm sure it'll be some loser CC closing. actually it could be Madison and that wouldnt be bad.

everyone at work asks about Sarah. its weird. oh, Blockbuster girl went into Raley's last night and Kaylen tried to get me to talk to her. didnt happen though. i'm sort of glad it didnt happen because i really do like Sarah, we have a lot of fun together. but at the same time i feel like i should be living to the extreme and i should talk and at least date a few other people.

a few days earlier i dont remember when exactly, Sarah, Ahna (Sarah's best friend) and i played PIT and black jack in Denny's. i was getting those confusing signals that women are so good at giving. like the way she was touching me, it was playful but it was also sorta affectionate, you know? so i was sure if i was supposed to put my arm around her or hold her hand or do nothing. kinda confusing. then when we were all leaving, Sarah sort of made Ahna wait in the car. and she hugged me for a pretty long time. usually its me initiating that sort of stuff. this only adds to the confusion.

i need to shave for work. i dont want to go in today. i want to lay in bed and pretend that i'm finally home.

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