i have not written in soo long. i dont even know where to begin. i think 2 denny's nights happend. an In an Out night probably happend once or twice. i cant really remember.

the day before Christmas was really fun. most everyone dressed up for the occasion and work was just really cool. i started getting the idea that Dori might like me though. she kept complimenting my shirt and it started to make me feel uncomfortable. i brought a cheese cake from home (Raley's). we had food catered too. that food is currently still available in the break room fridge...

my birthday was cool. i got to work an early 9 hour shift. i was surprised by how many people knew it was my birthday. work was pretty easy. after work i went to see a few friends, than i called up Sarah and she wanted to hang out. so we saw "In Search of Happyness." it was a really really good movie, i cried. its as good as "The Note Book." Will Smith is easily one of the greatest actors of our time.

After the movie we went to the Marina and talked. i told her i really liked her and how great she was. she takes compliments well. i really like that. its not confusing. i took her home at like 2 in the morning.

umm... the 29th was great. i picked up my shirt and pants at the dry cleaners. my dad bought a new car. its a hybrid Toyota Cammary. he's in love with it so its great. i went to Aimee's reception. it was pretty swank i guess. it was held at this guy's... mansion i guess. probably the single largest home i've ever been in. I finally met Joel. he's pretty cool. i didnt really know anyone except Aimee, and her brother Chris.

i tried to be sociable and mingle. i met this couple that also didn't know anyone. they were kinda cool, i guess i was like the first person they talked to and they got there at 6... i was like an hour late. so talked to them for a bit. than, they left... so i started talking to Chris and some of his friends. they were all pretty cool. i ended up leaving around 8:30ish. it was a pretty cool affair really. i wore this really nice shirt and my new shoes and this awesome tie.

the first was cool. had to work till 11 though. but i went out with Ewan and Jeremiah. we went to Denny's and it was cool. talked about the Dori. i guess Pete shot her down really really hard once. it was sort of a funny story. yeah, after that we went to Scandia and i guess all of the games were set to free play. lazer tag was free too. it was fantastic. we should have gone to scandia first and then Denny's because we missed the last lazer tag game. so we played a few games, i talked to Ahna for a bit, and it was decided that we'd meet back up with her and Sarah when they got off work, around 2ish. so i had to drop Jeremiah off at his car cuz he left it at Denny's and he went home. so, we get back to Scandia and Ahna gets off work. anyway, i tried to hook Ewan up with Ahna. sort of. i dont think they hit it off as well as i'd have liked them to.

but yeah, new years was nice. got to see Sarah and thats all i wanted to do.

umm... wednesday the 2nd was cool. i discovered my dirvers license expired. so i went to the DMV in vacaville to get it renewed. it took forever. but at least its out of the way. i called up Sarah in the morning, it was nice talking to her. i told her about my plans for Ewan and Ahna, she sort of laughed at them, but in the same way i was laughing at them. it'll be more fun for me and her than it will be for Ahna and Ewan i think. lol. we'll see though. they both could use a relationship. probably Ewan more than Ahna.

last night, thursday night was great. got to see Sarah! yayness. we went to Red Robbin and had dinner. it was fun. than we played some pool. i got my ass kicked really hard. Sarah's a pool shark for sure. i'm lucky she's not the betting type otherwise i'd probably be totally broke. but yeah, she won 3 straight games. i like her competitive side, she truly has the heart of a warrior. i gotta admit, i've never had as much fun with a girl i liked, like i have with Sarah. get this, she likes lazer tag. no, she loves lazer tag. have i struck gold? yes. yes i have. we went to the walmart in dixon too. she's so amazing.

when i dropped her off we were laughing and joking and i just felt something, you know? totally happy is what it probably was. we shared one of those hugs that last a long time, and we kissed, and i dunno, i pulled her close to me when we kissed. and the last one was really nice, we pulled away before our lips smacked with the kiss. like, they did touch when they did smack, but barely. probably one of the best good bye kisses of all time. i'm not sure what to really think about all of this. like, we are technically just dating, but i dunno, it feels like a lot more and sometimes it is, just by the stuff she says and the things i say. it gets really confusing. lots of other stuff has happend since this entry. its been 5 days in the writing (making). i skipped around a little too, but its pretty linear and accurate.

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