invincible, yet so miserable.
we make believe that pain makes us stronger.
hey, they say "if it doesnt kill you right?"
i'll let this kill me.
i'll let you kill me.

i like to pretend every time i'm dissapointed its a lesson your teaching me.
but please tell me teacher, will this lesson end?
when will my bells ring so i can go home?
oh thats right, its part of my lesson.
its time for some mathmatics, because i'm so fanatically devoted to you. 2 parts dissapointment, plus every lonley night by the phone, equals love.
i keep getting a zero though. this answer is so negative. its supposed to be postive. a misplaced interger, me with you maybe.
the lesson continues.

i am totally miserable.

i have a new favorite song and a new favorite CD. Demon Hunter. i dont know how it happend really. the first time i heard them i didnt like them. but this was like way back when they had their first release and i was living with Sal. i couldnt really get into them. i ended up getting their latest CD, the special edition at that. its really really good actually. i really like the 2nd song the CD and of course "My Heartstrings Come Undone." i also bought the Anberlin CD under Ian's suggestion. its alright, i'm not really listening to it a lot though. i'll give it another chance early next week. but i dunno.

i went on a buying spree so to speak. the 2 CDs and some starwars stuff. this entry is so pointless and i'm super tired. i'll write about today and friday tomorrow... sleep now.

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