"Some of us are really born to die" from Marilyn Manson's, "Valentine's Day"
i must be sleeping...
stressing like woah.
2007-02-12
3:32 p.m.

years in the making...

I've been seeing that Sarah girl still. she's great. i have "big plans" for the valentines day. so, i'm excited but nervous. i was going to make "lunch" but sorta treat it more like a dinner. i want to make a small salad (with rose pedals to make it all special), either a chicken pasta (like an alfrado sauce or something similar) or a shrimp pasta dish, i'm not sure yet. and for desert i was going to try and make Creme Brulee. only now i need to get custard dishes... eh. it's going to be so hard.

i just got back from Mel's with Sarah and Ahna. it was fun, but i dunno, i wasnt really in a good mood. i dont know why. a little stressed over various things.

i just want this week over. i just want this week over.

oh, i've also been writing Sarah a letter and mailing it with a valentines day card. everyday. for like the past 2 weeks now. its a beautiful idea. and i'm glad i can share it with a girl like her.

but yeah, very stressed. tuesday is going to be crazy. i dont know how i'm going to pull off making the creme brulee in between classes. but i need to do that and just let it chill in the fridge till wednesday. its like a very time consuming dish. it sucks, and its expensive to cook, but it'll be amazing. and if there is one thing i do this week it'll be to make that.

oh i bought like a dozen star wars figures. i think i'm going to be more reserved when it comes to the next few waves of figure in regards to which ones i'll actually buy. like there are these 2 packs that are going to be exclusive to Target. i dont think i'm going to get any of them. its funny cuz when i first saw them i was sure i'd get em all. but its okay, i mean, they are all repaints of figures i already have anyway.

i'm tired now.

good night beautiful people.

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I remember falling
I remember marching
Like a one man army
Through the blaze
I remember coughing
I believe in something
I don't wanna remember falling
For their lies