"Some of us are really born to die" from Marilyn Manson's, "Valentine's Day"
i must be sleeping...
Estatic
2007-02-25
3:29 p.m.

I got the tickets to the 2 shows i want to see. I cant wait. It's so hard to sleep when you're looking forward to the next day you know? like the excitement turns to adrenline which turns into caffine which keeps the sun from rising and my head from falling asleep. in a way its stopping time. only the wee mornings arent exactly stopped its that they seem to drag on more slowly.

I wish i had a large vocabulary. I think of some nice and maybe even beautiful lines but dont know certain words that i know exist to describe certain things or words for other words so they rhym more perciely. I shall try reading more works of literature and research obscure and normally usless facts to help expand my knowledge of words. ha, its like a collection in a sense, words i mean. your collection only grows with age and never gathers dust, its so perfect and practical. its in a way mature and boring. but not boring really, just unexpected in the bad way, if that makes any sense. see this is one of those times i wish i knew the word for what i am thinking of.


I'm feeling a little under the weather right now. i wish i didnt have to work today. on well... the things i'll do for Raley's and time and a third.

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College student. Male. 22 years old. Single.

"This time I'll get it right.
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i feel so confortable. its amazing. - 2007-03-18
Estatic - 2007-02-25
stressing like woah. - 2007-02-12
when my heartstrings come undone. - 2007-01-19
and their off! - 2007-01-12


I remember falling
I remember marching
Like a one man army
Through the blaze
I remember coughing
I believe in something
I don't wanna remember falling
For their lies