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the end of a life, the end of my first year
from start to a new begining
2007-03-18 - i feel so confortable. its amazing. 2007-02-25 - Estatic 2007-02-12 - stressing like woah. 2007-01-19 - when my heartstrings come undone. 2007-01-12 - and their off! 2007-01-05 - some kind of fantastical. 2006-12-15 - "wishful thinking" from the space. 2006-12-14 - any time. 2006-12-11 - going to see Travis wail on the drums. 2006-12-04 - sleepy...write more tomorrow morning. 2006-11-29 - i appreciate you. 2006-11-27 - be back in a few. 2006-11-27 - Denny's is the american institution i can believe in. 2006-11-25 - i dont drop it like its hot i drop it BECAUSE its hot. 2006-11-15 - an unexpected but welcome surprise. 2006-11-12 - i miss that movie "sweet home alabama." 2006-11-11 - "you hug the best." 2006-11-09 - its okay because you werent really my mark. 2006-11-08 - schoolarly pursuits. 2006-11-06 - i'm freaking out over impossibilities. 2006-11-06 - i day dream way too much. 2006-11-03 - "set the world on fire." 2006-10-30 - i'm comming in for the real thing. 2006-10-29 - a loss of time. 2006-10-27 - next week thursday is so far away. i cant wait. 2006-10-26 - I am happier tonight that i have been in a long ass time. i look forward to tomorrow. 2006-10-20 - - 2006-10-20 - maybe i dont want to finish anything anymore. 2006-10-20 - Cursive days drive west. 2006-10-19 - hastly written at 1 AM. 2006-10-18 - my penis feels like its going to pissplode. 2006-10-18 - getting caught up in a sense. 2006-10-16 - i need to go to bed right fucking now. 2006-10-14 - I rule and stuff. 2006-10-13 - a serious boost to the moral. 2006-10-08 - not as tired as i had originally thought. 2006-10-05 - quick update, i'll delete it and re write this one after school and after work. 2006-10-02 - i'm going to Wayne's, i'll write about that when i get back. 2006-10-02 - i'm not dying and i'm not leaving. i'll see you again. 2006-09-27 - - 2006-09-27 - Rockville Hills Park and memories. 2006-09-24 - current events. 2006-09-24 - "at least i gave it my all" or can do cant do? 2006-09-23 - laundry lady time. 2006-09-22 - fucking idiot. 2006-09-21 - and it sets in. 2006-09-21 - i'm not strong enough. 2006-09-20 - funnyness. 2006-09-20 - decisions. 2006-09-20 - hfgu8878 2006-09-19 - i got stuff. 2006-09-19 - comming in, in any place other than first doesnt matter. not when you needed the gold. 2006-07-21 - i'll take it out back and put a hole in its head. 2006-07-18 - good night, farewell. 2006-07-16 - i'm losing it. i need a vacation from myself. 2006-07-15 - BBQ at the Bantas. 2006-07-11 - Candice times. 2006-07-02 - star wars star wars star wars 2006-06-02 - computer happyness. 2006-05-27 - klj;asdfsdlkj;sdfjkjklsklsj;adf 2006-05-24 - ripping people off is great. 2006-05-18 - coolness. 2006-05-16 - i just might have money for the party... just maybe. 2006-05-12 - because its just been too long 2006-05-11 - the cure to asthma... 2006-05-04 - failed artistic endevors. 2006-05-02 - this is terrible. 2006-04-25 - movies based off games = good idea 2006-04-19 - good news. 2006-04-16 - my life is like a comic book... 2006-04-15 - back from Sacramento 2006-04-15 - argh. i made myself feel worse. 2006-04-14 - this is a long one, sort of sad too. 2006-04-12 - like a rain cloud in the sky, i'm waiting for you to go on a picknic. 2006-04-11 - this just gets worse and worse and worse. 2006-04-10 - its a glass with water in it. 2006-04-10 - a conversation with Karen. 2006-04-09 - reading over this... i think i used "farce" incorrectly. 2006-04-06 - - 2006-04-04 - Friends 2006-04-04 - And this is the last time I'll be confused or compromise my emotions. 2006-04-02 - there is magnificene in total eccentracy. 2006-03-31 - i wish i could upload pictures here, i'd have a picture of how the Wonder-Man figure looks, there is a mini Yellow Jacket that looks to be flying out of his arm pit and wonder man looks all "what the fuck" its a great pose. 2006-03-30 - i wrote more. 2nd post today. 2006-03-28 - slaw 2006-03-26 - Cognaic is the shit. 2006-03-23 - drunken sleep. here i came. 2006-03-20 - Peachtree War Avenue. 2006-03-17 - e-by the power of gray skull i have the POWERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrr 2006-03-05 - poor handicap fishy 2006-03-04 - Brady is a professional, like Leon only minus the Natalie Portman. 2006-02-23 - i'm feeling sleepy. 2006-02-18 - i be tired. 2006-02-16 - i'll write more when i get home. 2006-02-13 - Cadbury Egg anyone? 2006-02-12 - Confucius say, man who put cream in tart, not always baker 2006-02-06 - if you read you'll judge. 2006-02-05 - deep wound, oh man that hurts. 2006-02-02 - probably my worst moment, but also the most truthful since i've started this thing. 2006-01-20 - i just need a friendly face. 2006-01-16 - pulling one over. 2006-01-10 - Hocous Pocus mother fucker. I can sell a coloring book to a blind person. i'm sorry you speak spanish. 2005-11-29 - tired. 2005-11-08 - "Let's do it then! Earth to MTV-Pretty Boy!" 2005-10-27 - did you know bitching without the b is just itching? cool huh. 2005-10-13 - fuzzy dissapointments. 2005-09-27 - what ever happend to carcassonne? 2005-08-13 - Stan Lee hates skaters at the golden gate park. 2005-08-08 - today sucked. 2005-07-31 - 1 year anniversery with Candice. 2005-07-25 - works going alright i guess. 2005-07-20 - with Sir Gawain dead... all hope was lost. 2005-07-06 - War of the Worlds. 2005-06-27 - a break. 2005-06-19 - i can replace flooring. 2005-06-13 - zombie pirates. 2005-06-12 - nadia reminds me of porky the pig. 2005-06-08 - to pass the time. 2005-05-31 - night bitches. 2005-05-25 - dfij;ieiojrrijrgeroigh 2005-05-19 - hot chocolate makes me sick.. 2005-05-11 - testing 2005-05-05 - Candice, i wish. 2005-04-26 - if you role a 20 your gay but andrew has to add 5 to his roles cuz he's really gay. 2005-04-25 - yawn... 2005-04-18 - no tennis today. 2005-04-15 - another WML for the books. 2005-04-14 - i got to see the primus DVD and its actually hexa raw. 2005-04-13 - i need to get to class bitches. 2005-04-11 - i miss Candice. 2005-04-06 - wasting time. 2005-04-04 - my dad doesnt speak french but he can make the french understand english. 2005-03-27 - i've turned racist and geeky. 2005-03-21 - we shoulda seen a cooler movie. 2005-03-18 - i'm tired and my back hurts. 2005-03-11 - mr. nagel from my highschool history class just walked by! 2005-03-04 - i might be getting a job at Ritz 2005-02-23 - sunsets make the sun go in your eyes while you drive. 2005-02-18 - because i havent in a long time. 2005-02-12 - i cant believe they are local... 2005-02-09 - i'm listening to Techno. 2005-02-04 - Your sex is dead 2005-01-26 - slaughter house. 2005-01-18 - school 2005-01-17 - i cant believe i lost alcohol in my room... 2005-01-15 - this one's for today. 2005-01-15 - this was for last week. 2005-01-03 - a night of pure terror. 2004-12-24 - x-mas is tomorrow. 2004-12-15 - obscure heros in big budget movies... 2004-12-13 - up to, know good. 2004-12-08 - unjustice 2004-12-02 - a prequal of sorts. 2004-11-29 - lets hear it. 2004-11-22 - umm... yeah. 2004-11-18 - sorry buddy, it'll be alright soon. 2004-11-15 - finishing the research paper and the adventure along the way. 2004-11-12 - these photographs are not enough. 2004-11-11 - wishful thinking 2004-11-09 - yet another hard race to the finish. 2004-11-08 - and the pain is getting to deep. 2004-11-06 - if you would do the same on yours. 2004-11-05 - ski ball and bacteria 2004-11-02 - Kerry please win 2004-11-01 - i know little else. 2004-10-30 - movie night tomorrow. 2004-10-30 - perhaps something to look forward to 2004-10-27 - shit shit shit shit shit. 2004-10-26 - the first bolt 2004-10-25 - i'm tired and hate starbucks. 2004-10-22 - at school again. 2004-10-20 - when is Thanksgiving? 2004-10-18 - stupid CJ1, Draft, sleep 2004-10-15 - Cave-In/Converge show. 2004-10-12 - finally something random 2004-10-11 - just making sure you arent who i think you are. 2004-10-09 - be right back. 2004-10-08 - second debate. 2004-10-07 - United States of Tyranny. 2004-10-02 - broke nigga. 2004-10-01 - this is whats inside you. 2004-09-24 - this will be irrelevant. 2004-09-22 - the double anal screw job or fucked more times than Bush 2004-09-21 - tricked you. 2004-09-14 - "a well-mannered lad in the ever growing well mannared fad" 2004-09-13 - manson 2004-09-11 - still at the hosptial. 2004-09-08 - heart attacks 2004-09-08 - scurrrred 2004-09-04 - ass webs 2004-09-03 - bio 15. 2004-08-31 - bored as fuck. 2004-08-28 - "you take my breath away" 2004-08-25 - dont even waste your time. 2004-08-17 - bye Jazmine. 2004-08-14 - WML bitches. 2004-08-11 - scream SELINA as hardcore as you can. 2004-07-31 - white castle = in n out. 2004-07-25 - explanation 4 of 4. 2004-07-25 - explanation 3 of 4. 2004-07-25 - explanation 2 of 4. 2004-07-18 - ride to work. 2004-07-06 - a tangent. 2004-06-24 - explaination 1 of 4. 2004-06-17 - too many movies, too little cash. 2004-06-12 - burn your bridges. burn your bridges... 2004-06-08 - macking cents. 2004-06-05 - its going 2004-06-02 - i smell like a fucking BBQ... 2004-05-31 - its only 1. 2004-05-30 - video games...... 2004-05-28 - i love you regardless of your feelings towards me. 2004-05-27 - man... i want that cool sweat shirt. 2004-05-26 - "sup, bitches" 2004-05-23 - dk, cde'loeri.ki' 2004-05-20 - Jeff Gordon picture anyone? 2004-05-15 - WML 2004-05-11 - i had a dream or seven and i'm not sure which one came true. 2004-05-08 - totally oblivious. 2004-05-06 - its like a dream sometimes. 2004-05-04 - one step closer all the time! 2004-05-03 - this is living. 2004-05-02 - too much sailor moon. 2004-04-30 - are you going to fly a plane now? 2004-04-28 - smile? 2004-04-28 - i'll talk to you next time... i promise! 2004-04-26 - Be Hind Me Lies Another Fallen Soldier. 2004-04-25 - spending money.... 2004-04-24 - Rookie. 2004-04-09 - busted computerz. 2004-04-08 - this is so fake. 2004-04-08 - promise promise. always tomorrow... 2004-04-07 - happy wayne? 2004-04-03 - sigh... 2004-04-01 - great show. 2004-03-31 - show tonight. 2004-03-30 - things i hate. + UPDATE! 2004-03-30 - Empty Empty Empty! 2004-03-29 - nothing happens anymore. 2004-03-27 - hella instraments. 2004-03-25 - this is for tuesday the 23rd 2004-03-23 - nice picture. 2004-03-20 - drunken ali, lawn, Sonoma. 2004-03-17 - St. Patricks. 2004-03-16 - its going to suck soo much when i go back... 2004-03-15 - new song playing in my head. 2004-03-15 - battle royale 2004-03-14 - no party... 2004-03-12 - more after concert,. 2004-03-10 - vaugeness 2004-03-09 - nigga please... 2004-03-07 - WA egging 2004-03-06 - fun day. 2004-03-05 - i'm grinning at the tragic flight. 2004-03-04 - i'm a bad son. 2004-03-04 - a real entry. 2004-03-03 - Burnside. 2004-03-01 - not finished. 2004-02-29 - toilet paper run. 2004-02-28 - Family Guy 2004-02-27 - gay marrage issue 2004-02-26 - new friends 2004-02-25 - no one cares. 2004-02-23 - 2:07 a.m. 2004-02-22 - have you ever tasted skin? 2004-02-20 - nigga say what? 2004-02-18 - you better fucking work this time... 2004-02-16 - Spin Kick! 2004-02-15 - so... bored... 2004-02-14 - more concerts... 2004-02-13 - new friends. 2004-02-11 - i think i hate you 2004-02-08 - another concert. 2004-02-03 - "No, I wont let it go" 2004-02-02 - i cant wait for payday.. 2004-02-01 - funny names! 2004-01-31 - punk rock show. 2004-01-30 - quicky update 2004-01-27 - i stole this from Karen. 2004-01-25 - i'm not sure what to do anymore. 2004-01-22 - will you be my friend? 2004-01-21 - www.explodingdog.com/ 2004-01-19 - "Empty dreams can only disappoint" 2004-01-16 - big bands play at the small venues 2004-01-12 - its just a car. 2004-01-11 - missing days 2004-01-05 - this is not an exit. 2004-01-04 - what the fuck are we listening to? 2004-01-03 - this songs been on the play list for days now 2004-01-02 - Zartan! 2004-01-01 - happy new year. 2003-12-31 - "FIRE IN THE HOLE!" 2003-12-30 - its not too bad. 2003-12-13 - Later diaryland. 2003-12-12 - bye bye Cinema 11 2003-12-11 - fuck, another court... 2003-12-06 - eggon my car? 2003-12-04 - Yesterday 2003-12-03 - sure thats good 2003-11-30 - black Jessie? 2003-11-27 - Thanksgiving day. 2003-11-26 - - 2003-11-24 - pretty pretty pictures! 2003-11-21 - "you're vision of christ is my peoples worst enemy" 2003-11-17 - "crazy sunshine," happy music. 2003-11-16 - playing video games. 2003-11-14 - i'm not sorry, but that does suck 2003-11-12 - scream louder 2003-11-12 - nice feeling... 2003-11-11 - i'm so sick of this. 2003-11-07 - Saves The Day 2003-11-06 - tastes like gold 2003-11-05 - the lesson 2003-11-03 - "dont let them scare you" 2003-11-02 - i think i feel ill 2003-11-02 - Pumkin Pie! 2003-11-01 - "candy apples and razor blades" 2003-10-31 - thirce buttons 2003-10-30 - "but it seems this is a battle that i never could win." 2003-10-28 - an army of one 2003-10-26 - Gun show. 2003-10-26 - NAFTA the SHAFTA 2003-10-20 - i've been dancing with your ghost 2003-10-20 - You're a smart kid never work without your gloves 2003-10-18 - intresting thingy i found... 2003-10-18 - new paintings! 2003-10-16 - stare at the sun 2003-10-15 - smoking to suffocate 2003-10-14 - Paper Tigers 2003-10-13 - "we dont rebel to sell, it just suits us well!" 2003-10-11 - dying with anticipation 2003-10-11 - i wanna be like the story book men. 2003-10-10 - crazy bored. 2003-10-09 - "my oxygens goooooonnnneeee awaaaaayyyyyyy" 2003-10-08 - she's back in my mind. 2003-10-06 - Manson had this to say 2003-10-05 - in three words 2003-10-04 - concert at 3 oaks. 2003-10-02 - your delmas are my distractions 2003-10-01 - "dance your cares away worrys for another day" 2003-09-29 - just a few more days now 2003-09-28 - its getting cold out. 2003-09-27 - "look at your name, look at your face funny your a loser with only yourself to blame" 2003-09-26 - I met Donna Cordova with Sal!!! 2003-09-25 - no school tomorrow... today... 2003-09-24 - my perfect world. 2003-09-24 - called Jacob again... 2003-09-23 - Over Exposure 2003-09-21 - "and i'm afraid to be alone" 2003-09-19 - "On the way I'm alone but not affraid of the dark." 2003-09-18 - amalthea's 5 questions. 2003-09-17 - i'm so sleepy! 2003-09-15 - Dried up, Tied and Dead to the World 2003-09-14 - bye mr. Cash. 2003-09-14 - I hate myself for staying 2003-09-13 - we should do this more often. 2003-09-12 - not really an entry 2003-09-11 - Avengers 2003-09-10 - just how fake is America? 2003-09-10 - Linkin Park's "with you" 2003-09-09 - "Fuck changes..." - Tom Sawyer by Rush 2003-09-08 - a little about me. 2003-09-07 - happly discontent and gloating of our dismemberment. 2003-09-06 - "Neverlasting" 2003-09-05 - ". . . you shut your mouth, how dare you say, i go about things the wrong way. . ." 2003-09-04 - no more Bagels... 2003-09-02 - be careful who you say hi to, they may think you're their friend. 2003-09-01 - 7 freshly made bagels for 4 bucks? 2003-09-01 - thanks for the advice. 2003-08-31 - pick up the phone to dial a forgotten number... 2003-08-30 - i found a comic book 2003-08-28 - i'll miss you best. 2003-08-27 - In This Diary part 2. 2003-08-27 - In This Diary 2003-08-25 - "If only" by me... 2003-08-23 - evidence of just how lost i am... 2003-08-22 - it smells sweet, feels wet, sounds scary and tasts pure 2003-08-22 - i wish i could say something to you, you looked so great. and no its not YOU you. 2003-08-18 - it's so hazy, i cannot see what lies ahead... i only know it is new.
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